Deep breath time.
I talked to one of my doctors today at the Lung Transplant Clinic (finally), and indicated that I was ready to reactivate on the list. They have a weekly staff meeting where they discuss such things and I should know Thursday afternoon for sure if I am reactivated. Though, the doctor I spoke with said she doesn't think there will be any issues.
This is a huge step for me. Back when I was called a few months ago I was so mentally unprepared for this. Now, I'm still scared as all heck about it, but I'm ready to face it. My guess is that since I've been called once already, the chances of me being called sometime soon are a bit higher. I'll post some more details about that whole process on the lung page soon if anyone is interested in reading about that.