Overwhelmed?
The last few weeks have been a bit stressful for me. First, there's the whole lung thing. My immediate stress level isn't quite as high as it was when I got reactivated on the list. At this point it has slowed down to just a nice level of stress that is always sitting in the back of my head (or maybe the pit of my stomach).
Then there are things like the WTC. Which still freaks me out a bit. I guess I keep waiting for what happens next. The thought of us going into combat kind of freaks me out.
Last but not least, is work stuff. Nimda has been hellish for me. It hit work pretty hard and we're still recovering from it. Part of the problem is some of our servers have hundreds of thousands of files, so they take forever to scan. I think within the last day or so things are looking up. We got Norton Antivirus Corporate Edition, which blows McAfee away. I'm not usually really impressed with Windows software, but this is quite good.
So anyways. It just feels like it is all piling up. I really need to take some time off next week. Possibly the end of the week. Stress is just not a good thing for me these days.