For some reason this year it just isn't as easy to do. Things are starting to look up a little bit, but some of it feels like too little too late. I'm sure that once I get down to my parent's place things will be better. I'll be surrounded by things of xmas, family will be there, I'll get to see my nephew. But for now it is just run around in a mad panic and hope I can get on the road by the time I want to. Oh yeah, and I need to stop at RMV and pay off a ticket that I don't have money to pay so my license won't be suspended.

Thank god I can listen to David Sedaris' Holidays on Ice while I'm going insane.