{"id":4010,"date":"2004-05-03T21:20:29","date_gmt":"2004-05-03T21:20:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ezoons.com\/?p=4010"},"modified":"2004-05-03T21:20:29","modified_gmt":"2004-05-03T21:20:29","slug":"work","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ezoons.com\/?p=4010","title":{"rendered":"Work"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been doing a lot of thinking lately about my whole work situation and how it fits into the rest of my life.  I had a phone interview the other day and it went pretty well, but after I got off the phone I started really thinking about what work would entail.  I&#8217;d have to make sure it was someplace with good handicapped parking that wasn&#8217;t much of a walk.  I&#8217;d have to deal with finding a new place to live that would be good for me after my surgery.  And in the middle of all this I could get the call from the hospital anytime.<\/p>\n<p>The thing is, I&#8217;m really not sure why I&#8217;m looking so hard for work.  It just has always felt like the thing to do once you are laid off.  But when I am really honest with myself, I&#8217;m not sure I could handle the day to day work grind at this point.  At my last job they really went out of their way to help me out. And I&#8217;m not sure I could handle a job w\/out that. But working isn&#8217;t what is important right now.  Getting healthy is.  Being in as good health as I can be when I get the call to go into the hospital.  So as of last week I&#8217;m officially calling off my job search.  I&#8217;m still doing little one-shot consulting jobs here and there to keep myself sane, but even those sometimes feel like too much stress.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not even really sure why I&#8217;m posting this to my blog.  I think I kind of just want to record what was going on in these days because it feels like this is a really big step.  Next step, new lung.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been doing a lot of thinking lately about my whole work situation and how it fits into the rest of my life. I had a phone interview the other day and it went pretty well, but after I got off the phone I started really thinking about what work would entail. I&#8217;d have to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4010","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ezoons.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4010","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ezoons.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ezoons.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ezoons.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ezoons.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4010"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ezoons.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4010\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ezoons.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4010"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ezoons.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4010"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ezoons.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4010"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}